Tuesday, November 27, 2007


happy 23rd birthday juna@ 25th Nov 2007.please accept that u mmg dha tua..omg 23????..tua nyerrrrrr...btw u pon mmg vice pres kelab org tua tua cucms kan..huhu.. happy birthday juns..may all ur wishes come true..

Thursday, November 22, 2007

atas batu

Currently really stress to the max... i have to submit the proposal by this friday. and i dont have laptop to do it..warghhhhhh...tensionnyer..thanks sabi pinjamkan ur laptop.. and megat for this pix (sampai terbaring baring kat tepi tasik ok atas batu ngan megat n fendy..hahhah.)now in cc..nanti explain lagik just to ensure my blog menjadi pujaan ramai..hahahha

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

stand by me

Thanks Ray for playing this in your blog. i love to the max the lyrics. so touch.

Nothin's impossible
Nothing's unreachable
When i am weary
You make me stringer
This love is so beautiful
So unforgettable
I feel no winter cold
When we're together
When we're together

Will you stand by me
Hold on and never let me go
Will you stand by me
With you i know i belong
When the story gets told

When day turns into night
I look into your eyes
I see my future now
All the world and its wonder

This love wont fade away
And through the hardest days
I'll never question us
You are the reason
My only reason

I am blessed
To find what i need
In a world loosing hope
You're my only beleive
You make things right
Everytime after time

Shayne Ward-Stand By Me

kesedihan yang melampaui batas

here are the lists that i really wants to post

1. Dinner with my sibling
2. Open house raya
3. Visit to Gallery Shah Alam with Megat Eusoff
4. Reen's wedding
5. And ive been tagged by Milla

Unfortunately.. after ive lost my handphone after reens wedding then last tuesday after had meeting in MCD my laptop suddenly rosak. which mean coming back to Pilah without my 2 girlfriends.huaaaaaaa.i dont know how to handle this situations. really in the bad mood.

Thanks for landing ur phone atleast for a month. i promise that. im looking for new phone.huiaaa.takder duit maaa

ihsan a.k.a ngomsan
thanks for ur help and your advice. its been great to have you as my close friends. i really appreciate that. thanks for always be my side whenever i'm having such big probs. u r really a great friend. yu know what im really proud of you especially when we had a 'catwalk' kat KLIA. haha. bangga siot jalan ngan pilot.huhu

So..can u guys help me living without phone and my laptop. i miss both of you honey..i love both of you..you always by my side

To dexter..
I miss you so much. ive lost 2 of my closets friend and i dont want to lossing you.. no matter how many times you hurt me i will never hate you. i pray that you will always be yourself. i really miss you

Thursday, November 8, 2007


milla..happy 22nd birthday@6 Nov 07..hahha.ko dah tua..ko mmg tua daripada aku..hehee..cepat cepatlah kawen..aku nak ajar anak ko vocal class. singing skill and hot obsession.heheheh..semoga anak ko tak menyerupai kambeng..muhahahah..

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

Monday, November 5, 2007

you proud but you dont know...

just got back from Prof Nasar's open house. i know i was late but he is too special for me.i forced myself to make sure to attend his house. walaupun hujan ngan kencang ner ku gagahi jua.hehehe. i thpought i was really late but when i reach there Azam the poyos, Kim(batch 3), anis(b3) n his awek(b2 heheheh), and aroi(b3) still there. Thank god atleast i know some familiar faces. The food at profs house was really superb. took mee curry + nasi himpit with marvelous rendang and superb samabal sotong.heheh managed to tambah samapai 3 kali. hehe. sehriously..best giler. The marvelous rendang was cook by prof's wife. hmm bestnyerrrr..(prof if u read this nak gambar.hehe)

went back to Cheras, mom and dad already here and they have planned a packed and congested jalan jalan hari raya and definately i'll be the driver.hehehe.. so another two days of open house. then Wednesday and Thursday is already ocupied for Husna & Mira's open house.Hoping for qous qous mak husna and nasi ayam kencang mak mira..wah.full of open house. and reen's wedding will be this Sunday.hhehe.still dunno wut to wear.

it was really a boring night.. i started to miss sitting on my yellow chair and opening books. i do really miss that moment.or else baring baring at depan tv and asking questions among friends. and yet to be missed is completing my flash cards which something that i can proud of myself unfortunately i've lost the cards.huaaaa.. thats was perfectly 1 month starting from bulan puasa. which i'm totally different. only gods know the hardship and wuteva to be name just to make sure i pass the pro exam.but the mood of passing the exam was spoilt by the nightmares. it still haunted me eventhogh now i took it very positive. yes i do! but now for sure i will never look back. i will be more focus. insha allah.

i managed to view friendster after a long time havent update and stalking peoples latest pix then i get caught some of my friends. and one word i can conclude.. you are too obsess with koleq..but you dont really know what is koleq.. to all bunga raya sedar sedarlah sikit oi.. hahaha.. in the mode missing koleq.. fiat sapientia virtus......

Friday, November 2, 2007

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P/s: Thanx farha for this entry. u made up my day. huh. im gonna miss you loh nanti.. we will be far apart...

Thursday, November 1, 2007

Happy in sadness?

You passed but u were treated like u are failures?

Any comments?


Alhamdulillah.. i passed the professional exam. so i may proceed to clinical years in december as a clinical student. my first posting will be in O&G in Putrajaya Hospital..So putrajaya..here i come..

P/s: When everyone crying for their succesfull, i was crying like i'm failing the examination.only god knows how i feel..:(

Its Over..Alhamdulillah

Professional exam is over..yes..its over..Thankgod...Alhamdulillah.. after struggled..missing lots of open houses..stressful life and now its over.its really over..Alhamdulillah..and tomorrow(less then 9 hours) the results will be annouced..yup.im praying hard that i will pass the professional exam.. Insha allah..yes i will pass the exam..

Just had confirmation with cikgu najmi that i will be doing my elective with him and need to have official meeting with him so that i can explain to him.Thank god! Cikgu Najmi willing to help me for my elective in December.. i hope i gain something from him.. Other friend they chose to have holidays locals and abroad and many other excitement that i cant afford it. just to be realistic..yup..stand on your own feet.. be realistic.. but im still planning to have official swimming class and a secret project with azam..hahhaha.. maybe..if god's will

just to review on MCQ and OSPE..
MCQ was definately tough for me..its too clinical guess. but i do enjoy answering em.. i really using my brain.. perah habes beb.. i tried to really understand whta the question wants... despite the silly mistakes i pray hard i can pass in the MCQ.. yes i will..

OSPE is actually my favourite section.. i dun know why.. but i really hope that i will shine during clinical years.insha' allah.. i just wanna share my experiences during OSCE this afteroon..

For a start, I was placed at rest 3 station (the rest station is alternate with the OSPE station)which they provide us with few bottles of mineral water and few tins of biscuits... is there anyone enjoying the biscuits? i was really nervous that time. but manged to have two full cups of plain water.. but still my mouth dried.. anyone can explain the mechanism of fluid loss at that time..dahlah dgn sakit tekak nyer..hadui.. sabar ajerlah..

Station 1: Examine the right knee

As i entered the room Mr azlan was there and the patient who already in his sarong standing in front of the couch.. and suddenly i was like just satanding there and balank..what shall i do.. but after submitting the stickers to the examiners, i starts to great the pt and ask permission wether he is flexible to speak in bahasa malaysia. then i continue with my examination

Me: Hi..balabala

Pt: Ok..

Then I exposed his knee and give comments but forget to ask him to walk

Me: Can u lie on the couch

Pt: He looks blank.(sehriously..i was like apsala dia wat muka pelik)

Mr. Azlan: Eh..kater tadik nak cakap BM..nih cakap english plak...

Me: eh..(then satrt kelam kabut)

Hadui..overall this is the worst station.. i forgot to complete by doing the same examination on his left knee..arghhhhh... hmm..

Station 2: conduct the neurological examination of lower limbs

Bukak buka pintu..OMG Prof Rashid..terus gugup..but. dalam hati baca doa ngan kencang nyer.the other examiner was from UM. He is family medicine specialist.had a session with him on CC. So he looks familiar to me.. And just realised he is budak koleq when he wore our official tie..Yes its wednesday babeh(plan to have one tapi mahal lohh..To IHSAN: Sponsor lah aku tie old boy..heheheh) So far im quite happy with this situation eventhough tergagap gagap especially when everything jumble up.But im very happy i can differentiate UMNL & LMNL excellently...huhu..and i went out the room before they rang the ball.as i closed the dor baru terpikir..have i completed the examination? hmm but the examiner was already asked yes.. my favourite part was the question what if the barbinski reflex indicate...and i love to pronunce the.. The majesty of big toe and fanning of all other toe...

At rest 4 station my mouth was really dried and i have to ask Mama Thuaibah for drinks..gediks sgt but sehriously kering giler mulut..cuak sgt kot.. Thanks prof..

Station 3: Do the systemic review on thyrotoxicosis

Mr AAA was the examiner in this situation. I asked his permission to speak in bm to the patient.based on my experience in mock test. My patient was a young lady named Ain. I enjoyed this station very much. I dun care if wether all my attempts questions wasnt right and im answering wrong,but i'm quite confident in this situation and happy to see both examiners who were seems jotting down all the questions i've asked(indicate i'm right)..Yahooooo

Station 4: The examination of posterior/back of the patient

What i can recalled before entering the room was there will be no tracheal shifting and ask the patient to hug the pillow or put his hands on his shoulder.. this is the second worst station. i forgot to do the chest expansion which doing all those thing i know i forgot to do sumthing but the problem is i really cant recalled(alahai..banayak sagt dosa nih).. and prof ikram was like very sehrious when asking me question but im trying very very hard to bantai hoping that my answer will be correct.. and its about the pleural effusion..tak leh ingat mehhhhh

Station 5: History taking and past medical history.The patient had headache..

i was greated by prof Yong and i hope that i performed wellin this staion. ive been asking a lot to this patient but i cant remember ive showed empathy due to her grandmothers death that lead her to tension headche.. kencang siap panggil cikgu Hani lagik..huhuhu..cikgu Hani pon blank sebab dia pon tak sure her profssion..hoping i scored fullmark in this station..(am i empathy enuff??)

Station 6: Examination of precardium with prof Latif..

I ope to score well in this station. The model was hafiz staf.. nak gelak pon ader..hahaah.. hmm so far ok kot in this examination cuma tak ingat what murmur..i was just answering murmur at the mitral valve..and hoping i scored well.(sempat tanyer prof did i missed anything..huhuhu)

Station 7: Examination of spleen with Dr Zainur Rashid & Mr.Razale

Yahoo..last OSCE station.. doing quite well with guidance of Dr.Zainur Rashid... But i missd the question what area.dgn bangga nyer menjawab trousseau sound padahal trock(betul ker spelling malas nak check) space..heheh..baik punyer kena gelak ngan Mr Razale..

Yahoo...Its all over... Alhamdulillah..Hoping OSCE contribute lots mark for my passing marks. Insha' Allah.. so now just waiting for tomorrow.. Everything will be revealed..

O Allah..
To you I pray that i will pass the examination
Ameen Ya Rabbal Ala min

p/S: sehriously cannot sleep waiting for the result..

To Remember Me

To Remember Me

Give my sight to the man who has never seen a sunrise,
a baby's face or love in the eyes of a woman.

Give my heart to a person whose own heart
has caused nothing but endless days of pain.

Give my blood to the teen-ager who was pulled from the wreckage of his car, so that he might live to see his grandchildren play.
Give my kidneys to one who depends on a machine
to exist from week to week.

Take my bones, every muscle, every fiber and nerve in my body
and find a way to make a crippled child walk.

Explore every corner of my brain.
Take my cells, if necessary, and let them grow so that, someday,
a speechless boy will shout at the crack of a bat
and a deaf girl will hear the sound of rain against her window.

Burn what is left of me and scatter the ashes
to the winds to help the flowers grow.

If you must bury something, let it be my faults,
my weaknesses and all prejudice against my fellow man.

Give my sins to the devil.
Give my soul to God.

If, by chance, you wish to remember me, do it with a kind deed or word to someone who needs you.

If you do all I asked, I will live forever..