Monday, July 23, 2007

a simple thought...

received an email from my sis this morning.

Pernahkah anda menatap orang-orang
yang anda sayang saat mereka sedang tidur ?
Kalau belum, cubalah sekali saja menatap
mereka saat sedang tidur.

Saat itu yang tampak adalah ekspresi paling
wajar dan paling jujur dari seseorang.

Seorang artis yang ketika di panggung
begitu cantik dan gemerlap pun
akan tampak polos dan jauh
berbeza jika ia sedang tidur.

Orang paling kejam di dunia pun
jika ia sudah tidur tak akan tampak wajah bengisnya.

Perhatikanlah ayah anda
saat beliau sedang tidur.
Sedarilah, betapa badan yang dulu kuat
dan gagah itu kini semakin tua dan lemah,
betapa rambut-rambut putih
mulai menghiasi kepalanya,
betapa kerut merut mulai terpahat di wajahnya.
Orang inilah yang tiap hari bekerja keras
untuk kesejahteraan kita, anak-anaknya.
Orang inilah, rela melakukan apa saja asal
perut kita kenyang dan pendidikan kita lancar.

Sekarang, beralihlah. ...
Lihatlah ibu anda....
Hmm...kulitnya mulai keriput dan tangan
yang dulu halus membelai- belai
tubuh bayi kita itu kini kasar kerana
menempuhi kehidupan yang mencabar demi kita.
Orang inilah yang tiap hari
menguruskan keperluan kita.
Orang inilah yang paling rajin mengingatkan dan
membebeli kita semata- mata
kerana rasa kasih dan sayang,
dan sayangnya, itu sering kita salah ertikan.

Cubalah menatap wajah orang-orang
yang kita cintai..sayangi itu...
Ayah, Ibu, Suami,
Isteri, Kakak, Adik, Anak, Sahabat,

Rasakanlah sensasi yang timbul sesudahnya.
Rasakanlah energi cinta yang mengalir
saat menatap wajah mereka yang terlelap itu.
Rasakanlah getaran cinta yang mengalir
deras ketika mengingat betapa
banyaknya pengorbanan yang telah
dilakukan orang-orang itu untuk
kebahagiaan anda. Pengorbanan yang kadang-kadang tertutupi oleh
salah faham kecil yang entah kenapa selalu saja nampak besar.

Secara ajaib Tuhan mengatur agar
pengorbanan itu akan tampak lagi
melalui wajah-wajah jujur mereka
saat sedang tidur.
Pengorbanan yang kadang melelahkan
serta memenatkan mereka
namun enggan mereka ungkapkan.
Dan ekspresi wajah ketika tidur pun
membantu untuk mengungkap segalanya.
Tanpa kata, tanpa suara dia
berkata... "betapa lelahnya..penatnya aku hari ini".
Dan penyebab lelah dan penat itu?
Untuk siapa dia berpenat lelah
Tak lain adalah

Suami yang bekerja keras mencari nafkah,
isteri yang bekerja keras mengurus dan
mendidik anak, juga rumah.
Kakak, adik, anak, dan sahabat yang
telah menemani hari-hari suka dan duka
bersama kita.

Resapilah kenangan-kenangan manis dan
pahit yang pernah terjadi dengan
menatap wajah-wajah mereka.
Rasakanlah betapa kebahagiaan dan
rasa terharu seketika menerpa jika
mengingat itu semua.

Bayangkanlah apa yang akan terjadi jika
esok mereka "orang-orang terkasih itu"
tak lagi membuka matanya,
untuk selamanya ... "

Thursday, July 19, 2007

back to college 2007

whoever free! lets get back to koleq...miss her so much....

"back to college 2007"
27th-29th July 2007
RM50 per pax
more info?click here

kisah satu ringgit!!!

one ringgit story
can u imagine if people count on you and it just RM 1.. hmm i cant believe that.. wutdaaaa... i was like to yell to the bloody face that time.. bukan lah nak ungkit..but hmm..memang tak bersyukur tull.. i cant stand to have all this kind of people surround me... seringgit jer kottttttt..mungkin tumpang kejap coz i dun have change i'm rushing that time...


the most sux thing which i hate to face with this kind of really sick of people yang suka mengadu and then terkantoi pastuh tak nak mengaku tak leh blah arr kan..blah arr weh...terimalah hakikat yang ko tuh kaki mengadu.. can u imagine how to face this kind of people surround me..most of the time..yucksssss. and pleaiselah mind your own business kay.. please be professional ok..and im not interesting to be involved in your personal parts which i ha d other important things to think off....

tong sampah..

get caught with kerker's statement.. and pity to u kerker..anyway if i were u.. i will do the same thing..still..bloging is part of therapy aite.. not seeking for attention..but for me personally i just to be heard..nutig else..if u cant read people's mind, do listens to peoples voice...

why i love my weaver?

went to clinic last week so that she will be better as she seems having fever and sore throat. but unfortunately her condition worse then what i had expected and the medicine cost me 500bux...and now im totally kekeringan... i'm sorry hun..i don't mean to hurt you.. ill promise to take care of you k.. you are the only i have when i'm in mess..

5 golden rules before borrowing her

  1. if you think you are able enuff to take care of her just like how i treat her
  2. she is too old for u to drive harshly
  3. she is not in good health if u don't pamper her well
  4. don't disturb us when im with her
  5. mind others pocket money too

well guys im not trying to be as stingy as others, but have you ever considered others feeling? and honestly i dun mind if u can obey the 5 golden rules.. why? coz people counts on me and why not i count on others for the sake of my own benefits.. yepp.. not trying to be selfish..but living in this world.. nobody cares you and why shall i care u as well?


lately...ive been spending my times with not to be mentioned rather then my own colleagues which i miss them very much. its the matter how they appreciate me and how we cared each other..honestly i enjoyed being part of them...they cared me..they love me like i love them and is it wrong? im not neglecting my studies. im standing on my two feet.. what i had now not to be mentioned are always give me courages and supports.. thanks guys.. to Farha(responding to what u had told me that day) i need to be sumwhere out of this place.. out from peoples that i cant stand with..


my schedule for this month was like full to the max especially during weekends which i dun have time to go back pilah.. mom n dad were here during weekend and just meet em up in sis house. this coming weekend there will be mobile clinic in jalan kapar. its gonna be very busy starting next week.. YM project drive me crazyyyyy. i cannt concentrate in class.. seriously risau giler bout it.. not trying to be perfectionist, but i wish and pray hard to made it perfectly successful and definately the HOTTEST. YM4 HOTTTTT....saper saper nak sponsor our event msg me ka..(takleh nak publish agi..poster tak siap)


yesterday was tiring day.. went for a visit to KLIA-Air disaster unit which actually there were only 3 main areas that took about 5 hours for the short visit..penat weehhhhh..they are
  • KLIA health office
  • quarantine center (specifically for yellow fever from endemic country)
  • Air disaster unit

the most hectic part was waiting for daily pass to enter the gate just to enter the qurantine center and ADU which took 1 hour.. sehrious penat giler.. it was like CHET visit actually hmm as usual..we r the one who made the trip worth as we are the most hot photo obsessions.. anyway..the visits was tiring but enjoyable...(photos credits to HUSNA the miss kosmo and mira fana the camwoman wannabe..)

ADU mini ICU

TRIAGE card part 1

TRIAGE part 2(nak highlight FARHA)


met with the tour guide and steward of Mongolian airlines(in brown)

Tuesday, July 10, 2007


A usual my weekend was like so busy its been a long time havent update my blog except for the entry on mom's and Kerker' bday omg busy nyer lately. i dun know what made me busy. padahal tak study pon for pro exam..y Allah..biler lah nak start all out nih..hmm..i hope by next i dhould start something which not only depends on the CC sessions only..god..please give me the courage..

last weekend was quit full.had a meeting in gazebo last friday which lepak ngan ray,kak lyn,adam,megat, safia. pass the sponsour letter to kak amy and kak lyn gave me like 20 names big company that probably i can approach for my event.. waduh kencang giler.. thanks kak lyn. i appreciate that.. harussssss...hehehhe... eventhouh it was tiring(mala tuh tak tido kot) but i enjoy spent time with them..especially towards the end..sian megat sampai tersengguk sennguk..biasalh ray kalo dah start bercakap..habeslahh..

the next morning went to bukit jalil for suria fm green day concert in conjunction envrionmental day. i was not really sure about this event until i was there and im not sure wether the july 7th is the official date for the environmen day or bal bla..check this Farha (tak tau sejak biler dia nih jadik environmentalis).. so far the stadium was full with all the mat indon yang menakutkan..sehrious tak tipu..raser macam their country pon ader..omg..tak tua lah kan jadik camtuh sekalik.. lepak kat booth then gadafii was there as well and others. we were supporting him from back always..gud luck with your career bro. may allah bless you.. i was there at night and no wonder naper mat indon tuh ramai giler..rupa rupanyer banyakk gilerr indonesian artist wat performance at that nite..hmm padanlah.. can u imagine they came like segerombolan sambil bawak banner yang cam busuk giler tulis aper tah..then omg saper gadis gadis yang kat tengah tengah like sea of people tuh mesti ader yang kena r*** ngan mat indon. sehriously i cant tell u like it was like perhimpunan mat mat indon yang super duper nyer..

before that, in the morning i had mini opt with Mr. Azlan.. ehhe. like so cam lawak giler disebabkan ingrowing toe nail (org pilah cakap CAGU..) and dah chronic sgt kot..dah 2 bulan tak elok elok he romeved part of my toe nail and cut kat tepi tuh dan dapat 3 so cam mr azlan potong kuku macam potong kertasss..arghh..walaupun tak sakit sbb bagi la..tapi like so lah kan tgk depan mata...hhahahah..thanks mr azlan..(kalo tak beratus lah kena charge)

goodbye 'infections' & welcome 'disaster'
2 weeks of infectious diseases over.thanks to haris for spreading practically applied air borne disease since i got infected. same goes to farha zati adi kerker and others.. thank you so much..huhu.. conclusion that can be made in the shortest block, i took this oppurtunity to revise my microbs,immunology as well as pharmaco..yeah..learn a lots of thing the from this module!!. looking forward for disaster medicine which whatever crossed in my mind is all about natual disaster erathquake, tsunami and bla bla..actually it is more than that.. even motor vehicle accident is part of disaster and i think more on emergency medicine will be covered in this module. today we had interesting slots this morning as we had workshop andthe class was like a mission class with masking tape on the floor illuminate the stadium has been attack by the terrorist with smoke and bla bla(nampak sgt tak pay attention) but macam betul betul nak g mission. and i learned a lot from 24(padhal tgk 2 seasons ajer) hahah..but the class was cool..and the most ineteresting we had all the 'toys' for ambulance, bomba, police, and bla bla bala and we had to placed at the most appropriate location during disaster.don't you feel it interesting yeahh really cool the class..tak tipu. it is great oppurtunity we had Dr. Azhar as our part time lecturer(as he is on his summer vacation;currently working in Qatar as emergency medicine specialist(not sure what is his real post)and i guess he is making money kat saner..bestnyerrr..nak jadik kaya gakk.. but for sure he is very nice person..

keker's party

we celebrated kekers bday last nite in air buah. it was simple but if i had that surprise party i will appreciate al ot(teringat tiramisu farha).. as i go along. i realized sumting .i seldom spent my time with my own house mate which i really don't know why!! maybe we are not in the same boat.yeah. i admit that there is gap between me and you guys. i'm sorry i've tried my very hard and i'm sorry to say thati cant get close with all of you except for professional relationship thats all... haha.. but its great getting to know u guys.. at least there are thousands of great memories that i had shared with all of you.its great getting to know all of you.

managed to finish one XL mango+orange and L size banana....tu pon tak cukup kott..air buah tuh dah tak sedap since orang baru..hmm LAMEEEE
sutera 1-1-5..except for teej and azrul..not in the pix: kerker(cameraman) haris: buat rambut nigga tuh)

Happy Birthday Kerker

Happy 20th birthday kerker@090707. u sudah tua maaa...thanks for the 'bosston' song. i love the song so much. thank you. it is great to know you. thanks for all your help and your kindness. im gonna miss ur bak kut teh..muahahahha

Sunday, July 8, 2007

Speding Cars

Someone asked me to listen this.. ive been trying caused i accidently heard got something bout me..
guys try to find this song and tell me how u guys find tell me

ere's the day you hoped would never come
don’t feed me violence, just run with me
through rows of speeding cars
the paper cuts, the cheating lovers
the coffee’s never strong enough
i know you think it’s more than just bad luck

there, there, baby
it’s just text book stuff
it’s in the abc of growing up
now, now, darlin’
oh don’t lose your head
'cause none of us were angels
and you know i love you, yeah

sleeping pills, no sleeping dogs lie never
far enough away
glistening in the cold sweat of guilt
i’ve watched you slowly winding down for years
you can’t keep on like this
now is as bad of time as any

there, there, baby
it’s just text book stuff
it’s in the abc of growing up
now, now, darlin’
oh don’t kill yourself
'cause none of us were angels
and you know i love you, yeah

it’s okay by me
it’s okay by me
it’s okay by me
it was a long time ago

it’s okay by me
it’s okay by me
it’s okay by me
it was a long time ago

there, there, baby
it’s just text book stuff
it’s in the abc of growing up
now, now, darlin’
oh don’t lose your head
'cause none of us were angels
and you know i love you, yeah

there, there, baby
it’s just text book stuff
it’s in the abc of growing up
now, now, darlin’
oh, don’t kill yourself
'cause none of us were angels
and you know i love you, yeah


mom..happy birthday@070707..i love u so proud of you..i will always love you and take care of u throught of my life...forever and are the best and the only one..i love you so much..may allah bless you..

your son..

Thursday, July 5, 2007

bloody HELL

hmm.. still in the the RED mood!! i hate to be in this mood.. i really dont like it.. last nite went to Pelaga park Cafe(every meja dia ader ikan pelaga.hahhaa. janagan salah minum sudah). had some short meeting with frens.. a very short meeting but enjoy the moments. everyone was there including Gadaffi, Cikgu najmi, En MAzlan(Cikgu NAjmi best friend i guess?) and it was short and brief meeting. and the most exciting news when Ray decided to reject the offer to MACAU...bye bye MACAU.thank god.. Thank you rAy for not leaving us.. you are great leader and great fren..OMBAKKKK..hahaha..

when i reach home( it was 1 a.m tobe exact)had a chance to update the 2 previous posts. this morning i have meeting with mr Adam the PIC for the Cyberjaya Community Recreational Club.. and thank god everything seems sailing smoothly.. yesterday ive told Arab to take over the sponsourship which i cant handle anymore and he did a blast job. really.. Husna thanks for kejut me for 3 times ..haha (takut aku kalo husna mengamuk..matilah) and Juna for your dedication on ur letter..thank you babeh..ive told u guys. i have wonderful team but what i have to worry is the sambutan on the event.. we have plan a lots of blast and kencang ideas just to satisfy everyone.. i guess we did our best for that.. may Allah bless our event.. but those yang tak start kejer lagik..please lah do sumting.. its not for me..its for our own benefit ..pempaham lah kan

good news was we are just collecting our first sponsor is quite a lot..atleast better then the amount provided by the college kot..hehe.. so i think we should start with flyers, banner etc... nantikan kemunculannyer. jgn jeles ym yang lain..YM4 hot okay!!.hehehe..then i called few numbers for sponsourship and to buy our booth.. i hope that everything will be okay.. and i had cool price for the tent ala ala kahwin so raser cam nak buat kenduri kawen utk so she is so obsess getting married..paper pon fini..aku ok ajer kalo ko kawen..bole aku tumbuk tumbuk anak ko nanti huhu..ok wut..anak fini mixed ok.. nigger... ehehe..5 khemah kott..hmm kenecang tak?..heheheh

perempuan giler yang suka mengaku ivdu

prof ikram as usual menjadi pemerhati

this session was after the assessment. i drew blood yesterday but ive lost the pix..huaa


only Allah knows how i feel that time..

Dear D. u are pissing me off. i swear to god.. ya allah..seriously tension giler.. do you think you have to do that? please lah weh.. be professional kot.. i was just like giving/sharing advice on good things and i don't know y u have to turn like this.. thanks for avoiding me and give those bullshit. im not saying that im perfect but please lah. it was just an advice..takkan nak besar besarkan kot kalo ko tka suka and do tell me which atleast i can imrove sumthing if you dont really like the way i am. and the most important thing it is not about u. AT ALL. it was about someone else that you had really forget bout it.. please lah weh!!. don't act like little kids with their Humpty Dumpty stories. u r big enuff to think more then this and u are young adults maa for acting like those stupid things.come on. u asked me to change and i BAG u to change as well.. learned to accept others advice and stop accused and blame people for your own benefits..and stop being SELFISH

i have fan!!!

hehehhe..cant believe everybody was like very so i got fan..thanks faha,fini, wahub,ihsan, kerwin and others to be named for being my fan.muahhaha. hmm..quite busy lorrr nak update..but i have wonderful weekends last week started from thursday night eventhogh the first exam was sux.. but it think it was the busiest week ever in my life.. ill post my weekend entry some other day..waiting for the pix...ngantuks..