Monday, October 29, 2007

neonatologist wanna be

currently my favourite pix

maybe Farha rite.. eventhough now still in the mood of pro exam but im so enthusiastic to write sumthing.. some review for previous two exam papers. 2 down and 2 to go..hmmm.. SAQ was really sux..yeah i did badly in SAQ... i was like memorizing like hell for hypertension and diabetic melitus, thyroid ansome other diseases mentioed to be most common diseases in Malaysia. and really hoping that few questions may come out.. but guess what..DIVC went out..oh god..hmmm. SIADH, cholera, one question which i dont know what is the answer on GIT and 1 set question comprise of behavioural science+ public health + diasater which alhamdulillah i managed to answer it. pray hard to ALLah that SAQ contribute some marks for my passing marks. Today's OSCE was quite reasonable and answerable as i enjoy answering those questions despite surprisingly the VAGINA (ingatkan bladder ker yang keluar especially the trigon huhuhu) but what went out which i dun read at all as well as the easy question of identifying calcarine gyrus (i answered occipital gyrus..(i guess thats better answer cause atleast i know to differntiate between the anterior and posterior part of brain.heheh) but those hard ones(not hard actually but i dun have time to read) i managed to bantai dengan kencang nyer and fully hope that i may get some marks from it.other part like microbs, patho and biochem questions are fine to me except for careless mistake. 2 more papers to go MCQ and OSCE..and hoping for luck and no more careless mistake..

mom and dad are really praying hard for me..i dont know how to thank them for always being with their hot obsession son.. my love always forever for both of you... my aunties and uncles which i msged them also praying hard for me and theirs sweet and wonderful prayers.. Insha allah..i will pass my exam and enter the third year. ameen ya rabbal al amin..

i just find myself that i do really love babies dan seangkatanyer (as long as they dont know how to talk) no matter how they hate me..(hmm maybe i looks so giant to them)...hmmm..but for sure not im not paedophile like adi..but i really have that sense..or maybe i want a baby(ehem ehe)hmm i dun know..but maybe in the future i'm a neonatologist wannabe. adi. i bukannyer nak stalk u jadik paeds..but i prefer babies..huh..not kids. hahhaa.. to husna: at the momment ur father is my role model..yolah sokampung kan..botul tak.... insha allah..

p/s: currently having really bad cough and flu..hua...pening pala..susah nak study.hopefully esok dah ok..

Friday, October 26, 2007



my last word for u,

we can make it

no matter how hard it may see

no matter what u feel

no matter if u see the world is collapsing and seizuring

no matter if u feel u want to cry

u can definetely do it

because i have so much faith in ure

n i know it wont get wasted

this is what you want

so own it

berusaha sebanyak yg boleh then, kiter bertawakal to Allah

as He is the only one who know what is good for us

alright, dear!

lots of love, faha

p/s: received this msg at 0128hours after finishing mock test with sutera 1-1-5. it was really good sessions as i treasure the environment a lot.thanx to all.

To Farha..
Thanx for wonderful motivation. i have no words to express my feeling for ur kindnes. thanx for always be my shoulder to cry. thanx for evrything. and thanx for being wonderful soulmate. all the best to you too.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007


adi cacat stated on his cake

Adi...Happy 21st birthday.. its great to know u around. he is such crazy + weird + paedophile +alimest person in CUCMS. Thanx for bring good influence to me and never surrender to wake me up for subuh prayers.. pretending to be my wife in our room, his craziness to little kids, his jengkelness and i will definately miss you in 3rd year.. Happy 21st birthday @ 241007.. may ur dream and wishes come true.

sutera 1-1-5

pretending to be my wife

terserlah kecacatan nyer

P/s: Meskipon pro exam menghampiri, tetap menyambut bday nyer. as usual azam the mastermind and ADLI si sangkar putih sebagai asistant nyer. kencng nyer plan, tapi lupa charge camera.LAMEEEE...

mom & dad

mom & dad
i really need you..
i cant stand with this situation..
its killing me
i know that u pray hard for my success
i dont want to dissapoint you
i love both of you..
i really need you....
to be always be with me especially in this hard time
as in the world i only have both of you

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

outside the window

O Allah.
This situations really drives me crazy..
I have no words to say..
Thousand forgiveness i asked from you..
I'm such a selfish guy..
but i need your help and guidance..
Please lead me to the right path
Blessed me..
) Allah...

Happy Birthday

To Prof Nasar..
Happy Birthday..
Thanx for being such a wonderful Professor in this world..
Semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki..

Monday, October 22, 2007

insha allah...i can make it

"I believe,
If you really want something,
Insha Allah..
Allah will give the opportunity.
Allah will open up the door for you..."

Sunday, October 21, 2007


i miss you..

i do really miss you..

i really need you..

"Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini
Biar berputar ke arah selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Relaku mengejarmu seribu batu jauh lagi
Tapi benarkah kaki ku-kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
Biar membisu burung bersiulan terlelah gelombang lautan
Ku masih setia

Adakah engkau tahu… ini cinta
Adakah engkau pasti… ini untuk selama-lamanya

Relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagi
Tapi benarkah hidup aku akan selama ini… yeah…
Biar berputar utara selatan ku tak putus harapan
Sedia setia

Jangan putus harapan… sedia setia……"

Friday, October 19, 2007

forgive & forget

Forgive and forget...
Thats what people says

It is good advice but not practical

When someone hurt us,

We want hurt them back

When someone wrong us,

We want to be right
Without forgiveness..

All causes will never be settled

All wounds never healed

And the worst i can hope for is that..
One day,

i will be lucky enough to forget

Wednesday, October 3, 2007



We don’t like it,

We feared

But we can’t stop it from coming

We either adapt to change or we get left behind